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Just finished calling the teachers.
Feel so glad that they're all doing well and at the same time,wishing me best of luck for upcoming Ns.
Like what they said I am lacking of confidence. I am very scared of making mistakes.
Sooooooo all this words really motivates me.
I need encouragement especially from teachers, friends and people around me.

Many of them was like : are you calling from home? where are you now?
Haha because usually I will give them a call using my mobile phone, so it will reflect JIAHAO on their screen.
So when I call using my house phone,they were thinking who am I. :)
Okay and I decided not to study SS or maybe just recap deterrence and leave the rest to tomorrow.

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Happy Teacher's Day! :D

Time to call up primary school teachers. Not forgetting teachers who had left yuying!
Had western food with leow and freddy after school (I had fries though)
After that it's impromptu we decided to head back to XINGHUA!
It was damn funny because I was very excited when I step into my primary school.
Been very long since I last went back and many teachers do not recognise me ):
Why Mr Lim Kok Peng didn't come to school today!?!?!? Its been years since I last saw him.
And I really want to chat with him because he's after all a great chinese teacher which helped me to improve on my chinese.

Love today. Chatted a lot about secondary school life in the coffee shop. How fast time flies.
That was secondary 1 and 2. We still miss 2E'07, a lot.
Couldn't wait for the class gathering at the end of this year but before that, concentrate for Ns first.
It brought back a lot of memories at Xinghua too.
The love tree when leow is force to propose to........ lol!
The place when we sit outside the general office when we was being punish by lim kok peng!
The canteen and cheap food in the school canteen
The low doors in the school toilet
The teachers who taught us before
:)

This trip is very different as compare from the previous one which was 2-3 years back.
Xinghua have indoor stadium just like Yuying - everyone knows right!
Saw less than 10 people from our batch, less familiar faces and it's worst when many teachers had left and seeing groups of junior there.
Like that's what happened when we were in lower sec but now as we grow, we don't visit primary school often.



LOVE THIS PHOTO! I remember jiaxin was the in-charge for teacher's day gift.
Then Mr Alvin Koh told us he wanted a scrapbook with our photos and words.
So here it is! Took it when Mr Koh wanted me to act as if I am doing some research.



A class trip to Singapore nature reserve - I don't know how to spell.




Class photo. My primary school do not have photo-taking session except when I was in primary one.
This was taken using Mr Koh's own camera.



Stop laughing at me. HAHA, I wore my pants damn high and short.
My socks too. Okay please call me 100% guai kia.
I will post my baby > primary > secondary school photos about my life.
But that's after Ns of course. :)



I closed my eyes.




I smiled happily.



Performance at Old folks home. Spot me!






SIMIN YOU SAW?HAHA. Thitipong you at which part of Thailand!


I miss those good old times and friends. Really.
But I am glad I enjoy my primary & secondary school days - treasuring everything around me,now.

P.S : Just woke up from my sleep. Dragging my foot to study SS later.
I still left with diplomacy and globalization! I am done with deterrence yesterday.
Wish me all the best, seriously. Thinking of how next Tuesday and Wednesday is approaching freaks me out.
Heading to leow's place to study this week. Really hope to grab the basis for English.
You know how my composition and letter writing is so _________.
Please no regret, I need my sec 5.
Must.Pass.English.And.Maths.


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To you, thank you so much for what you had done.
I know you care, just that you do not want it to be obvious.
Everything's fine now, even tough you keep saying you do not care and keep asking the other partner what happened to the friendship.
And wish to be the middle man to help to sort things out.
You are still making me smile and laugh everyday with your silly actions.
Cannot imagine how am I going to pull through last week without you.

And through out the period, some was being busybody and acted as if they knew everything.
They ignored me (which is irritating because they don't even have the rights, it's between me and her, not them ).
Some purposely said things that makes me angry.
I feel like slapping the bastard's face because you never see how ugly it was.
Especially when a guy with a low voice is trying so hard to act cute and attracts attention.
I am innocent okay, like I didn't even say anything and was being kind waiting for the group of guys and yet this bastard treat me as a joke.
So now, I had decided to be careful of making friends because through this incident.
I know whose the one who are always standing beside me and I seriously treasure them and thank god for placing amazing people around me.
For the rest, I define them as '' talk when necessary '' friend, no point treating them good when you're nothing to them.
Maybe sometimes I am too kind that people take me for granted.

P.S : I am not being bad by scolding him bastard because it's even worst to post his name in my blog.
Or it's another way round?

P.P.S : Hate all his mood-swings and attitude of his. Stop all this.

Got back report card.

12points - pass all my subject.
My target is less than 10points - can be achieve.
Wish me all the best because I still have a stack of SS notes waiting for me.
It's seriously killing my brain cells.
Srilanka and Northern Ireland done.
Left with, bonding singapore, D&D, globalization.

That's excluding my revision for English before the actual Ns paper.
And also chinese for the upcoming 3/9 prelim paper 1.

Save me ):

2 more weeks to first paper.
Better make full use of this time.
SS - 8/9
EL paper 1&2 - 9/9

This week's great without any stress+pressure in school.
The only part I felt that was only to know the results because somehow I am excited about my own academic performance.
Finish watching taiwan drama and I guess it's time to start mugging for EL and SS since it will be the first paper during September holiday.


This whole week was all about distributing exam papers.
So practically I slept late every night by watching faith to love you WITHOUT an afternoon nap.
Yes it caught my attention I could not wait to go home and stare at the computer screen for hours.
I know I am quite slow because people around me finish watching half a year ago=P


So this is a whole summary of this week's happening.


On Monday, I was about to go home and while crossing the road I realised I had lost my ezlink card.
Made a trip back to the school and classroom with samson to find my card and search for the whole bag.
He asked if I took bus to school today morning, I replied YES.
But a moment later I recall and I actually walked to school and left my ezlink card and key at home.
That's what happened when you're lack of sleep. :)
Slept at 4am and woke up at 7.30 for school,what do you expect right.


Tuesday - Got back Maths and Chemistry(results will be at the bottom of this entry)

During recess : '' Jiahao,you pass your maths right! Good*with a hand sign* and cherry smile.
During lessons : '' Jiahao did you pass your maths? It's a good try already!

You know all this words actually makes me smile. :)
I will continue to persevere with maths,I don't care if the other guy improve from 50 to 70.
I look at myself and I am glad everything is going fine and I'll continue to work harder.
Learn from mistake, redo those questions again and again to make sure I understand.
Cannot give up, I need my sec 5.
Blessed that I do have friends around me who care and supported me.

For chemistry,couldn't describe the happiness in me. The whole class applauded.
Thank you Mr.Danny for your encouragement.
It totally brightens up my morning and I am now sooooooo motivated. :)

Also during PE lesson today, it's been a long time since I last played volleyball.
So they were like : pass the ball to Jiahao! give him try. lol.
Still suck at it but I played better during today's PE lesson.


Wednesday : got back 'O' level chinese results so as you know. I score an A2.
Decided to retake but seriously, I am really lazy to memorize those letter format and composition notes.
Retaking also means I will have to take prelim 2 which I don't have the heart to study for chinese.
Because now the priority definitely goes to Ns and after Ns end in early October, I can concentrate for my November chinese paper.

Thursday : Got back Physics and POA paper! Surprisingly I still pass my POA.
There were some careless mistakes for Physics,but after all still not bad :)

Love today, a short day and early dismissal.
An afternoon nap with cold weather, lying on the blanket and listening to Korea songs.
Bubble tea and potato chips. A simple lifestyle I want.


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Prelim results! Improve improve improve :D
Many good UNEXPECTED things happened.
So for now, I will study hard and leave everything to god.


English paper 1:
Composition - 19/30
Letter writing : 11/30 ):

English paper 2 : 47/80

English oral : 34/40

Total : 65/100
Band 3

I don't know why I fail my letter writing! But I am glad composition pull up my overall for paper 1.
Will stop making silly and careless mistake and to improve on my language. That's what the marker wrote on my paper. :)
Also for paper 2, I will need to improve on my summary. 10/20, can score one!


Maths paper 1 : 47/80
Maths paper 2 : 31/60
Total : 55/100
Band 5

Yeah thank god I passed my paper 2 by one mark. Am I lucky or what?
Will work on it, just give me some maths brain cells.
I improved from my midyear so I shall not be greedy.Better grade for Ns. :)

Chemistry : 48/50
Physics : 37.5/50
Total : 86/100
Band 1

Very happy for Chemistry! It's unexpected. :D

Geography : 34/50
Social Studies : 40/50
Total : 74/100
Band 2 ( one more mark to a band 1 )

Geography I know where's my mistake.
Social Studies I am damn shock my SBQ get 21/25! SEQ need to write more so I got 19/25. :)

POA paper 1 : 25.5/40
POA paper 2 : 30.5/60
Total : 56/100
Band 5

Whatever. I am not going to let this teacher pull down my grade.
I used to be an A student okay but this year I actually underperform and score C.
I must get a band 1 for Ns. Come on. :)
Improve from 51(midyear) to 56. HAHA.

Chinese : A2
Convert to N - Band 1 :D


EMB3 = less than 19points
English+maths+science+humanities+chinese
3+5+1+2+1 = 12points

Good. I am close to my target of less than 10pnts.
14 points - Mye'08
13 points - Eoy'08
18 points - Mye'09(cannot come back for sec 5 because I fail both EL and Maths so you know how freak out I am )
Now - 12points. The problem lies on my English and maths. Get at least a band 3 will do :)

Yes I am not going to count POA into my EMB3 but that doesn't give me a reason not to do well for the subject.
Overall, I am satisfied for my performance and I will continue to improve further. :)

A2 for Chinese Os.
Distinction for oral.

I am satisfied with the result :D
So now the thing is, should I retake to give myself another chance?

I think I will :)
Blog again this coming weekend about this whole week.

I know I shouldn't be spending time watching taiwan drama.
But just for another,4-5 more days.
I will start revision soon. I will!!!!!!!!!!!
That was so touching and comical at the same time, so meaningful, the characters are so like me.
I can't revise for now - need to go and finish all 24 episodes. Yes. :)

Bad habit for me - get addicted into something.
That's why I do not play online game or I would always stay up late till night to ''train the characters''.
Like yesterday, I slept at 4am(when my mum wokes up at the same time)
And went to school at 8am. Haha,yeah that's who crazy I am now now now!

Today's damn funny. When it was dismissal time and was about to head home.
I thought I lost my ez-link card and samson followed me to the classroom.

Him : why lost? *searching my wallet* Do you take bus to school? How do you take bus?

Me : Got, I took bus to school today! (read later and you'll find it funny)

*walk back to the classroom*, took our ALL the things in the small backpack - thankgod there were only 3books and 1pencilcase.
still couldn't find. decided to head to the general office.
Me,suddely remember I left my ezlink card and key at home.
AND I WALK TO SCHOOL TODAY.

*him calling C*

C and V went to kfc. On the way there they told me on the phone that they were also thinking I may have accidentally left my things at home but forgotten about it. A few mins later,S called.

This is what gonna happen without the lack of sleep. Total blurness+sillyness. HA!

Got back 2 papers today.
Geography & Maths.

For once, I PASSED MY MATHS PAPER 1! (we'll be getting paper 2 and the rest of the subject on Monday)
Even though the whole class did pretty well, like 50,60,70 out of 80 and I am like 46.
Passed by 6 marks and there IS a possibility I am not gonna do well for paper 2 so its like..
after all I will still fail maths lah but I tried lor seriously! ):
Was telling myself that since I am weak at maths then no choice.
I had to put in maybe 2 times more effort than others in order to get half or less of their knowledge/results.
There's a little bit of disappointment. Everything is not going as smoothly as what I want and plan.
I will just keep trying and I am sure the day will come. :)
Please believe in yourself Jiahao. can one can one!

For geography it's another small disappointment but thank god for it.
Section A - rivers&coast was quite well done. 25marks! :D
Section B - Development what's wrong with me? 9marks! ):
Total : 34/50.
Can you imagine if I score higher in section B like perhaps get a 17 my total will be wow.

But at least for now, I am happy that I made those mistakes.
I will take note of it and make sure I brush up on the topic of development.
Because I complicate the diagrams and sources given which is actually - very simple.
So next time I must know how to compare them and give a good description and explanation. :)

But still, well done for currently passing 2 subjects.
Especially maths because it's an improvement as compare to the mock exam.
As what others said, do not compare with others. Everyone is different.
For me, it's the SECOND TIME PASSING MATHS FOR THE WHOLE OF THIS YEAR.
Can you imagine?
So I guess this is one thing I should be proud of. Ahem.
Because the last time I passed my maths is during March 2 - on my birthday.
I swear I miss that day itself.
Being a birthday boy who receive a birthday present - a 42/50 for common test.
The first and the very last one.

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Happy birthday zhaoyuan!
Will be giving you a belated present next week.
So envy you lah,my birthday suck every year, 07 was the best one.


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I know my blog is damn boring because it was about my school life and academic.
No pictures and my life's not interesting nowadays.
Didn't went out with friends, perhaps this coming wednesday for a movie!
But that also means the release of 'O's chinese results.All the best for myself and others :)

PRELIMS OVER :D

Using the laptop to blog now because my computer's having some problem.
Today mark the last day of prelim 2 and I am so happy because I had been spending time efficiently.
I studied after school till midnight almost everyday.
Sleeping at 2 3am and waking up at 6.30 is not easy.
I even walk to school to ''purposely wake myself up''.
And because of prelims I started revising like 3-4 weeks before so that I do have some time for self-procastination.


We're dismissed at 12pm on a Thursday!
Hate Thursday the most because there are many lessons.
So school bags is heavy, lessons are boring, days passes very slow all the way till 2.15pm.
But today is an exception-by 1pm I was already in my house using the computer,preparing to sleep for all I want.
Took an afternoon nap from 3-7!!!!!! My god and also had some weird dreams that I laugh to myself after waking up.
Also, at 7 just now I lie on my bed watching korean drama and here I am blogging.
Don't feel like packing my school bag and go to school tomorrow! haha.


Since it's after prelim I will be heading to bugis this coming weekend with mum!
Yeah I seriously need to go out and not stay at home facing the 4 walls and books please.
Life is not just about studying,but in the meantime for 'N's - yes.
After exams like Midyear, I will always buy some things for myself for a little reward.
You know like all this weeks of hardwork I can finally put aside everything.
But of course prelim 2 is just a school internal exam and had nothing to do with 'N's.
I will start revision on Monday.
But basically,self-rewarding is to encourage myself to do better next time and yesssss,
I want the strip polo tee there but I don't know if the shop is still selling.
Can't wait : famous amous cookies, japanese snacks and many more.

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This few weeks have been exhausting,really.
But I am so glad I pull through it and this coming weekend belongs to mine before I start battling with the ten year series.
Yesterday from 4-8pm, studied chemistry. From 9-2,studied physics.
Many topics to cover but I am happy that both papers turns out well and was something I expected for myself.

Remember the previous post I blog about my chemistry mock exam?
Surprisingly I get 38/50 which is not so bad! :)
Thank god and if I had not been careless and draw the graph wrongly, I would have done better.
But regardless of that, I am already satisfied for my results. Yeah!

I am seriously treasuring my time now to use the computer.


Just a quick update.
Life's been busy,really busy.
I am making the last stretch towards 'N's for now. I can't and never give up please just hang on!
And prelim 2 maths paper 1 was quite manageable. At least the number of questions without attempt had been reduced.
Even though some was so *&^%$# because I had forgotten the basics but still I am quite satisfied.
I guess it was a good start though.
After all, I still suck at maths so I am seriously not surprise if I fail again.

Done with :
El paper 1 & 2. Geography and Social Studies. Maths paper 1
A few more to go!!! Then I will self-declare a one day break again before I start intensive mugging. =/
I have LOTS of things to complete before sitting for the paper.


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Chemistry mock exam today. I know myself performance was not up to expectation.
Quite wasted because I did revised like the day before till 2.30am in the morning.
My graph, 3 marks gone and some others here and there.
Just hope that this will not affect me and continue to maintain my standard.

AND 'O' LEVEL CHINESE RESULTS RELEASING NEXT WEEK. EITHER MONDAY/TUESDAY.
All the best to myself and shall leave everything to god because I know I tried.

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Can anyone tag my blog? Makes me feel that there's no visitors in my blog because no one is tagging ):
It's been so quiet, and meiqi I will relink you soon!

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Love yesterday and today!
Dismissed at 9.45am. AWESOME!
Went to the coffee shop opposite paya lebar basketball court and attracted stares from the aunties and uncles.
One of them say in hokkien: '' AIYA,MAYBE EARLY DISMISSAL LAH! ''
Like why do you all care so much?
Slept from 11.45am all the way till 5 in the evening and started mugging from 6-2.30am for chemistry. Lol.
Today the papers were done for the week so I felt a sigh of relief and took an afternoon nap too.
I love having time for myself to sleep. :)
Another best thing - dismiss at 10am tomorrow for national day celebration!
Should I study tomorrow also?
Quite lazy which is bad because now in this moment in time, I cannot procastinate but just revise for the upcoming papers.

After prelim 2 ends = 1 day break and continue intensive revision till end of 'N's.
2 months all the way from October to December so I guess working hard now is worth it.
Miserable > play hard and enjoying myself > do well for 'N's(release of results) > good christmas celebration > Hello 2010.

At the same time during the 2 months.....
1. I want to enjoy without any worries + looking forward to 2E'07 class gathering chalet.
2.And meet-ups with the others after their 'O's and can take LOTS AND LOTS of pictures with my new sony camera.
3. Leave Singapore perhaps to neighboring countries such as Malaysia OR Thailand/Bangkok with family.
4. Hang out with classmates and at the same time,be a part time Chinese radio presenter!(if only,possible)
5. Attend singing/acting/radio course!
(During June,wanted to attend Chinese radio broadcasting course but registration closed! zzz. )
6. Many many more!
Omg this is so exciting so before I can have them, I better work for them NOW NOW NOW!
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Mum was ultra-nice today! Felt that she's in the good mood so despite me was trying so hard not to waste the dinner she cooked.
She told me not to force myself to finish the food and INSISTED to take out the oven and heat the fried food dad bought home today to fill my stomach.